Twenty2

Last paper tomorrow. No mood to mug. Shall sleep instead.

Apparently it has improved. So much so that mainlanders are mistaking me for one of their own. After prolonged conversation at that. Donch know whether to laugh or cry.

Take that, Chinese teachers that gave me a measly pass for my oral exams!

刚跟个朋友谈话。他说他感触到，我在这两年变了很多，跟以前的我比较生气、比较冷漠。
其实我也发觉自己的确变了。在这几个月中，我一直忙碌，一边读书一边搞辩论团的事。而在忙碌的当中，偏偏一直被人利用、失望。所以不知不觉，真的变了很多。

说实话来，我真的不喜欢今天的自己。真的好想念当天的天真。我要再当个开朗的人。我要再学会对别人，对世界，有信心。我要再相信别人大多数是善良，可靠的。

但问题是：我办得到吗？对于这回事，我会不会已经太迟道？

It’s been a good past year, and hopefully, with enough luck, it’ll be a great year ahead!

(Exams are over, which is a good enough start- now to anxiously await the release of the results. Hopefully the GPA stays afloat, but considering how last sem was a really really trying time, what with the project, the exams, the intensive training sessions and the competition all sandwiched together, I really don’t know what to expect.)

I love CNY almost as much as I love Christmas- unhealthy food galore, free money to receive and only just because I’m not married, holidays, new clothes, and everything materialistic and uniquely Chinese. (And did I mention my exams are over? And that I’m on my long-anticipated vacation?)

Am so going to use this time to make up on lost sleep before the next crazy sem starts again in a few weeks. My holidays are shorter than everyone else’s thanks to the need for constant attachments, but at this point in time, any holiday is better than none.

Eat, sleep, grow fat exercise- woohoo! =)